Piecing together the corners of my mind…
Trying hard to figure out what I left behind.
Recalling memories as they unfold…
Holding onto demons that have taken hold.
Wondering day by day, is this my life I see?
Knowing the depths of my mind sabotages me.
Feeling emotions running wildly like a dream…
Watching myself as I unravel at the seams.
Crawling, fighting cursing to rise above it all…
Just to be defeated, into chaotic thoughts, I fall.
Loss of purpose and sense of worth,
Feeling like a waste upon this Earth.
Will it last forever or until the end of time?
Or will I just disappear like the erasing of a line?
Does anyone care, will they even notice?
As I slip away from self and cease to exist.
Are more powerful than we think. Many of us know that if we think about something for a length of time and or think & view things in a certain way, it will affect us in one way or another. The thought can be negative, positive or both.
Our thoughts can drive one to mania or to a place of love & overstanding. Again, it all depends on how we view things in life, think & respond.
©Maxwanette A Poetess