“I Wonder?”…~Maxwanette A Poetess

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(Picture derived from Google)

I WONDER…?

As I wonder what life has in store for me,

          I deal with my fears of inadequacy.

Not sure where it is I’m going,

          Wondering if my insecurities are showing.

I think carefully as to what it is I need,

          Should I slow down or pick up my speed?

What is it, that I must find?

          Where is my thread in this grand design?

Thinking and pondering, what it is I must do,

          Saying that I’m worthless…Could this be true?

My heart and my mind are battling, going their separate ways,

          As I wonder, when will something sensible remain?

Sitting and watching, day-by-day,

          As life simply slips further and further away.

As I encounter my thoughts, dreams, and things that I own,

          My fear rises as I travel down the road of the unknown.

Just trying to put things together and get them done,

          Going through the journey, surrounded, yet alone, wondering about that special one?

Looking at what life has to offer, not sure what I see.

          Is this only happening to me?

I wonder…?

          by: Maxwanette A Poetess, All Rights Reserved. 

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Have you ever just wondered about things? Lol, of course, you have! Who doesn’t or hasn’t? It is a normal action that many living beings have.  Many poems have been written in wonder or are the catalyst for wondering to leap from. Wonder can lead to great things.

The definition of the word, “Wonder”, as per the Merriam-Webster Dictionary”:

https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/wonder

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wonder
noun  won·der  \ ˈwən-dər \
Popularity: Top 10% of words |Updated on: 3 Jun 2018
Definition of wonder
1a : a cause of astonishment or admiration : marvel 
  • it’s a wonderyou weren’t killed
  • the pyramid is a wonder to behold
b : miracle
2: the quality of exciting amazed admiration
3a : rapt attention or astonishment at something awesomely mysterious or new to one’s experience
b : a feeling of doubt or uncertainty

Well so what? But think about it for a minute…See, that pause, that second to allow your mind to THINK! Even if you’re shocked, scared, questioning and or amazed, that wonderment produced something.

Wondering introduces itself to one’s curiosity as well. It also allows the juices in our brains to flow. With this, comes thoughts and ideas.  Thoughts and ideas are a vital part of our existence. From the greatest of our inventors to everyday choices.

“I Wanted”~Maxwanette A Poetess

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(Picture derived from Facebook)

“I Wanted”

I wanted you.

I wanted to feel and to be within you.

I wanted to be the glimmer in your eyes, I wanted truth.

 

I wanted to be the friend you never had.

I wanted you to be happy, learning &

to be your rock during the sad.

 

I wanted to travel with you to wild places.

That cranial-trip, through the void & empty spaces,

That makes you, you.

 

I wanted so much,

It now seems so selfish of me, towards you.

A cluttering of stuff…

 

I wanted and wanted,

Now it’s all daunted 

because I forgot to find out if you wanted it too.

-by Maxwanette A. Poetess, All Rights Reserved.

“Sometimes we forget that relationships are not just about, what you want. It must be a mutual over-standing. So, there must be mutual goals, expectations and be willing to compromise. Above all, be willing for change & to change. Remember, it takes two😉

“Flight Of Life”~Maxwanette A Poetess

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(Picture taken ~ Gulfport, MS 2015)

Flight Of Life

Fluttering around rapidly

Flying into the proverbial walls of life

Still & stagnated moments…

 

 

One may even assume, that death has arrived

In ways…death was ever ruling, over millions of times

Recharged & revived, by reconnecting with self

 

 

 

Flapping of wings

“Never giving up–Never giving in”

Constant vibrations & movements

Flutters becoming flaps, flaps becoming flight,

And the freedom, within this Universe, continues…

by:Maxwanette A Poetess}, All Rights Reserved.